Saturday, March 27, 2010

T.T

assalamualaikum

T.T
jiwa aku entah kemana
waaaaaaaaaaaaaa
sakit.parah.tertekan
yep. ini sumenya kesalahan aku
i deserve to get all of this *hukuman*
ya Allah, kuatkan hati hamba mu ini
untuk menghadapi segala yang terjadi
tabah kan hati aku
semoga aku belajar
dari segala kesilapan aku
anyway, kalau *die* bace ;
  "saya mintak maaf, dari hati ikhlas, saya janji xbuat mcm tuh lgi,
kemaafan mu bermakna for the rest of my life,
please forgive me."

entah lah, mgkin sume ini
mengajar aku mengucapkn
kata2 kemaafan yg sukar utk terucap selama ini
T.T
*MAAF*

macam mne aku nk berhadapan dgn die esk?


p/s ; menanti saat hukuman gantung! T.T

Friday, March 26, 2010

*pang!*

assalamualaikum


result.ouwh! result
wah2, walaupun aku dilanda *busy-ness*
but, aku still xboleh lari dari monthly test result
aduh2, sakit mata aku tgk result ku,
sobs3 T.T
anyway, ade yg meningkat
dan ade jgk yg menurun.
kenapa? mengapa? haruskah?
*ececey style tanak mngaku sape yg salah*

nak kate aku xstudy.
bagai nk mati aku study.
*mcm esk nk spm* HAHA
ntah la mne silap aku.
maybe xbyk buat latihan
lagipun aku skrang nea dah xtusyen
tatau bentuk soklan
*tp, maseh tanak pegi tusyen, nekad*
>:0
xpe2, nea bru permulaan
pasnea byk lagi kat depan
anyway dn anyhow ;
result monthly nea, xleh nk judge ape2 pun
yg result tggi xsemestinya tggi tyme spm
dan yg result KO tuh, xsemestinya KO jgk tyme spm
kn? kn? kn?
so, wake up everybody!
see the world around you.
maseh ada sesuatu yg mencabar dihadapan

kalau stakat dapat addmathe fail
its normal oke! 
*yeay! sye xfail ^^V*
kalau stakat BAT just dpt 7/1oo
kinda normal uh? HAHA*
seriously speaking!
mark for BAT is the worst ever!
aku xpenah dapat sebyk itu!
terkejut monyet dn beruk aku
wah wah wah wah
BAT suke mempermaenkn perasaan T.T
entah la aku dah tatau nk buat mcm mne dgn BAT.
do you have any suggestion to do guys?
seriously speakin', i need some help!
buntu. buntu. buntu
for ; chemistry.physics.admathe
i can catch up.
but biology *really sorry*
.hahaha.

monolog dalaman ;
Nur Zakirah Zahran yg jelita,
*pang* woi! suda2 la dok berfoya2
tahun nea, your last exam
and its everything for your future and career!
its not nothing but its something
that will ensure your future life.
and again *pang*
wake up girl!
stop your fantasy
and do the reality.
*pang**pang**pang*
@_@ it dizzy!


p/s ; animasi.animasi.animasi.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

HD syg!

assalamualaikum

aih. =.='
kalau korang perasan
kebelakangan nea aku asyik tulis psl
perasaan.feelin
  
Pertandingan Animasi 2o1o
akan berlangsung o8/o4/1o
yep. kteorg dah ready for that.
but its just "a day before"
and now, we aren't ready
we do nothing!
the file lost just like chipmore
ouh my HD syg.
knp kau dah di format.
knp aku harus terima hakikat yg kau dh xde
sobs3
*kinda funny right?*
but, im really really love it!
im really really want it
and, at this time
im really really need it

stress! stress! stress!
hari nea mcm sume xkena
dah buat leklok2
tup.tup.tup
*we need to restart your system*
without clikking any button
it shutdown itself.
and aku xsempat nk save file yg aku sdg gune.
ouwh! sgt bagus yer.
aku bgai nk sparuh gile.
then, second try
aku buat.buat.buat
but, *how stupid i am*
isk3..yup. i've save it
but, when im re-edit it
i forgot to duplicate the file.
dan bile aku nk save re-edit file
aku replace file.
dan. file yg aku bersusah pyh melakukn tuh.
disappeared!
 *just ignore the story, if u not understand*

what the *tut*
entah knp mlm nea sume xkne
sblum nea aku penah je lakukan perkara bodoh mcm tuh
tp xde la rase sesal bgai nk mati,
maybe sbb my HD dah dikebumikan ptg tdi
im not sure, HD dah dikebumikn or belum
but, the percentage to stay alive very thin!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i want my HD back!
give it to me!
im begging for our sake!


*what a crazy life*

p/s ; ouh my hard disk ku syg! T.T

Sunday, March 21, 2010

sebok!

assalamualaikum

current mood ; terharu & happy ^^V

wah! wah! wah!
extraordinarily nervous,
when adnin say ; "eis za, *dia* nk jupo mu"
erk. i feel like, my heart was hammered 
by a gigantic hammer. wow!
 =.='

perselisihan antara kteorg dah terlerai
rupa2nya tiada siapa2 yg salah
hanya salah faham.
terharu yg amat!
die baex
die caring
die syg kteorg
T.T


"saye mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.
saye tau saye byk silap!"




p/s ; saye sayang cikgu ruzaini!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

red vs pink

assalamualaikum

oke. this is the craziest thing
i've ever do.
have u see the difference?
my mind kinda unfunction well
pink? pink? pink?
wow! 
'em never gonna believe this
but. its pretty enough!
and its hard to say.
erm. erm. erm.
ouwh i loikee!
but the redden still my soul

oke. here's the story
act, i cant close my eyes tonight even a second
i dont know why.
so, i take this opportunity
to make up. touch up my blog
*kn lebih baek bukak buku, then bce*
never mind. 
i cant sleep tonight is all because STUDY!
so, why not i do this renovate?
oke. back to the topic
i'd used all search engine 
to find great layouts
either *pakcik google* or *makcik yahoo*
but. i didnt find any interestin' one
i nearly give up myself.

anyhow, my efforts not in vain
i found this layouts.
at first side i think its..
*wow! manyak gedix just like denin or k.een*
but, when i see with *mata hati*
my heart say ; wow! how jelita it is..
HAHA*
kinda funny right?
*budax baex minat merah dah mula kenyit mata pada pink*
but, in certain parts oke

however, as i said ; i love red eternally!


p/s ; adnin, dont be jealous uh?

Friday, March 19, 2010

insanely crazy

assalamualaikum

current status ; stressed.pressure.tertekan

hidup aku tertekan yg amat sekarang
mcm2 yg menyelubungi aku
aku tertekan dgn study
aku tertekan dgn result monthly test
aku tertekan dgn animasi
aku tertekan with my friendship life
aku tertekan tgk org study bagai nak gila
aku tertekan tgk org pegi tusyen
aku tertekan dgn suasana at home
aku tertekan dgn tekanan yg parents aku bagi
aku tertekan.
aku tertekan.
aku tertekan.
(T.T)
ibarat kate, andai aku nea xkuat iman
dah lama aku terjun bangunan

kata2 yg xpernah terucap
"please stop *mg'provokasikan* me,
im stress enough with all your provocation
seriously, bukan sume org boleh diprovokasikan
what else can i say?, 
just stop give me more and more pressure
i dont need your appreciation and respect
i just need your encouragement and support
 that's all i need."

*I'm not the type
to get my heart broken
 
I'm not the type 
to get upset and cry*


my heart was fragile.broke.

just like glasses falling on the rock

.disintegrated.

ouwh God that almighty
give peace to me
show me Your way to the truth-ness
take away the anxiety
strengthened my heart to stay alive
You the only one i've got
to seek the forgiveness.
  im only a poor creature.
(T.T) 

p/s ; ahad 21/03 result

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

haru biru.

assalamualaikum

still in holiday ; mood
*atau berfoya2*

back to the history
*just a few days*
11/03
at the time,
i cant describe what was
my feelin.
either exited or fear
*fullstop*

current mood ; haru haru

tatau kenapa aku rasekan hidup aku
haru biru mcm lagu haru haru *bigbang*
rase macam hidup xde arah tuju
diriku terasa jauh
kenapa? mengapa? haruskah?
entah, aku rasekn mase ku
disia-siakn.
kenapa aku mcm nea?
im not really i am.
sad, happy, tired, fear, blur, exhausted
all of 'em mixed up
makes my mind hazey.
cant think rationally
i dig up in my heart
*where is the old me*
yeah. people always change to be more perfect
but i'm imperfect
ouw God that almighty
please blessin' me
guide me to the truth-ness
send me your love.

the main question ;
*what was happened to me?*


p/s ; love my sis!

Friday, March 5, 2010

reporter of MMP

assalamualaikum

status ; pening! 
*exam punye psl*

setelah lame xmenjenguk website sekolah
*tegarkan? HAHA*
akhirnya aku jenguk..HAHA*
*xde la lama sgt.2mggu je*
yer. website MMP mmg selalu di-update dgn berita2 hangat dn terkini
sungguh mantop sekali beritanya!
*kalu suruh aku buat. compem xjdi*
so, jgn pndang rendah kat
unit reporter & photography
they make a HUGE success.
tanpa mereka xde org nk tulis berita tau
nk harap kn sep2 website, multimedia or aplikasi
yang buta tentang pemberitaan nea,
hancus la website itu..kahs3
i praise them a lot a lot ;
nab.im.mas.ten
without u all, website tuh xbergerak
*puji yg serius* HAHA
mexs2 sekalian cari2 lah junior2 mu yg berbakat
dalam bidang ini.
agar tedak kepupusan spesies. HAHA*

utk berita terkini tentang MMP, layari ;
www.maahadmuhammadi.com

and again, well done gurls!
*sincerely*

"majulah unit reporter and photography utk team IT
dan majulah team IT utk MMP"


i looikee!


p/s ; can i excuse the monthly test?
can i?

Thursday, March 4, 2010

wow!

assalamualaikum
  
today is all about
fantastic.fabulous.friendship.fun










the best sport's day ever!
team IT booth, 
sume brg habis dijual tnpa lelongan
kecuali..*ermm*
 ua.byqie.denin.wida.ama'.emy.ten.dayah
amna.pina.sarah.kak zakiah
mekaseh kerana menjadikan
penjualan hari dgn begitu jayanya!
tapi kan, aku xrase macam hari sukan jer tdi
rase macam hari perkelahan kteorg yang amat busy

roti john
mihun tomyam
pizza
mushroom soup
roti sosej goreng
ayam kentucky
hamlet
float
dadih
oreo blend
roselle
orange
laici
 puding
semua nya habis dijual
i loikee!

no more day like today!
i'll miss it damn much!

p/s ; gamba kat fb..:D

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

kak uha

assalamualaikum
 
 aih..*sigh*
rasa xterlambat lagi nk wish
 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS
o1/o3/1991
Nur Nasuha Zahran
may god bless you,
love u sis!
:D
 
p/s : sorry lmbat wish!

booth team IT

assalamualaikum

status for today ;
*kubey and messy*

hari khamis nea,
akan berlangsungnya pesko MMP,
so, team IT akan bukak gerai
kami alu2kan kedatangan anda ke gerai kami
macam2 ade *just like astro*
menu tuh, tanak list, panjang punye!
nanti tgk sndri, *baru suspend*
okep, gerai punyer psl
fikiran ku serabut memikirkan hal itu
kerana pakar dalam hal2 macam nea *berniaga*
yakni byqie, sakit kaki
aih, so aku kne la amek alih
*ingtkn ade assistent*
kelam punye la kabut tp, cool
to byqie ; get well soon oke.
*ngatik byk2 bia sia cpt*

saya suke ayat ini ;
"jam saya dah ade battery, 'awak' top up doh ko?"
wow!

p/s : sesi pertikaman lidah yg kejam..HAHA*