T.T

assalamualaikum

T.T

jiwa aku entah kemana

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sakit.parah.tertekan

yep. ini sumenya kesalahan aku

i deserve to get all of this *hukuman*

ya Allah, kuatkan hati hamba mu ini

untuk menghadapi segala yang terjadi

tabah kan hati aku

semoga aku belajar

dari segala kesilapan aku

anyway, kalau *die* bace ;

  "saya mintak maaf, dari hati ikhlas, saya janji xbuat mcm tuh lgi,

kemaafan mu bermakna for the rest of my life,

please forgive me."

entah lah, mgkin sume ini

mengajar aku mengucapkn

kata2 kemaafan yg sukar utk terucap selama ini

T.T

*MAAF*

macam mne aku nk berhadapan dgn die esk?

p/s ; menanti saat hukuman gantung! T.T

*pang!*

assalamualaikum

result.ouwh! result

wah2, walaupun aku dilanda *busy-ness*

but, aku still xboleh lari dari monthly test result

aduh2, sakit mata aku tgk result ku,

sobs3 T.T

anyway, ade yg meningkat

dan ade jgk yg menurun.

kenapa? mengapa? haruskah?

*ececey style tanak mngaku sape yg salah*

nak kate aku xstudy.

bagai nk mati aku study.

*mcm esk nk spm* HAHA

ntah la mne silap aku.

maybe xbyk buat latihan

lagipun aku skrang nea dah xtusyen

tatau bentuk soklan

*tp, maseh tanak pegi tusyen, nekad*

>:0

xpe2, nea bru permulaan

pasnea byk lagi kat depan

anyway dn anyhow ;

result monthly nea, xleh nk judge ape2 pun

yg result tggi xsemestinya tggi tyme spm

dan yg result KO tuh, xsemestinya KO jgk tyme spm

kn? kn? kn?

so, wake up everybody!

see the world around you.

maseh ada sesuatu yg mencabar dihadapan

kalau stakat dapat addmathe fail

its normal oke! 

*yeay! sye xfail ^^V*

kalau stakat BAT just dpt 7/1oo

kinda normal uh? HAHA*

seriously speaking!

mark for BAT is the worst ever!

aku xpenah dapat sebyk itu!

terkejut monyet dn beruk aku

wah wah wah wah

BAT suke mempermaenkn perasaan T.T

entah la aku dah tatau nk buat mcm mne dgn BAT.

do you have any suggestion to do guys?

seriously speakin', i need some help!

buntu. buntu. buntu

for ; chemistry.physics.admathe

i can catch up.

but biology *really sorry*

.hahaha.

monolog dalaman ;

Nur Zakirah Zahran yg jelita,

*pang* woi! suda2 la dok berfoya2

tahun nea, your last exam

and its everything for your future and career!

its not nothing but its something

that will ensure your future life.

and again *pang*

wake up girl!

stop your fantasy

and do the reality.

*pang**pang**pang*

@_@ it dizzy!

p/s ; animasi.animasi.animasi.

HD syg!

assalamualaikum

aih. =.='

kalau korang perasan

kebelakangan nea aku asyik tulis psl

perasaan.feelin

  

Pertandingan Animasi 2o1o

akan berlangsung o8/o4/1o

yep. kteorg dah ready for that.

but its just "a day before"

and now, we aren't ready

we do nothing!

the file lost just like chipmore

ouh my HD syg.

knp kau dah di format.

knp aku harus terima hakikat yg kau dh xde

sobs3

*kinda funny right?*

but, im really really love it!

im really really want it

and, at this time

im really really need it

stress! stress! stress!

hari nea mcm sume xkena

dah buat leklok2

tup.tup.tup

*we need to restart your system*

without clikking any button

it shutdown itself.

and aku xsempat nk save file yg aku sdg gune.

ouwh! sgt bagus yer.

aku bgai nk sparuh gile.

then, second try

aku buat.buat.buat

but, *how stupid i am*

isk3..yup. i've save it

but, when im re-edit it

i forgot to duplicate the file.

dan bile aku nk save re-edit file

aku replace file.

dan. file yg aku bersusah pyh melakukn tuh.

disappeared!
 *just ignore the story, if u not understand*

what the *tut*

entah knp mlm nea sume xkne

sblum nea aku penah je lakukan perkara bodoh mcm tuh

tp xde la rase sesal bgai nk mati,

maybe sbb my HD dah dikebumikan ptg tdi

im not sure, HD dah dikebumikn or belum

but, the percentage to stay alive very thin!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

i want my HD back!

give it to me!

im begging for our sake!

*what a crazy life*

p/s ; ouh my hard disk ku syg! T.T

sebok!

assalamualaikum

current mood ; terharu & happy ^^V

wah! wah! wah!
extraordinarily nervous,
when adnin say ; "eis za, *dia* nk jupo mu"
erk. i feel like, my heart was hammered 
by a gigantic hammer. wow!
 =.='

perselisihan antara kteorg dah terlerai
rupa2nya tiada siapa2 yg salah
hanya salah faham.
terharu yg amat!
die baex
die caring
die syg kteorg
T.T


"saye mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.
saye tau saye byk silap!"

p/s ; saye sayang cikgu ruzaini!

red vs pink

assalamualaikum

oke. this is the craziest thing

i've ever do.

have u see the difference?

my mind kinda unfunction well

pink? pink? pink?

wow! 

'em never gonna believe this

but. its pretty enough!

and its hard to say.

erm. erm. erm.

ouwh i loikee!

but the redden still my soul

oke. here's the story

act, i cant close my eyes tonight even a second

i dont know why.

so, i take this opportunity

to make up. touch up my blog

*kn lebih baek bukak buku, then bce*

never mind. 
i cant sleep tonight is all because STUDY!

so, why not i do this renovate?

oke. back to the topic

i'd used all search engine 
to find great layouts
either *pakcik google* or *makcik yahoo*

but. i didnt find any interestin' one

i nearly give up myself.

anyhow, my efforts not in vain

i found this layouts.

at first side i think its..

*wow! manyak gedix just like denin or k.een*

but, when i see with *mata hati*

my heart say ; wow! how jelita it is..

HAHA*

kinda funny right?

*budax baex minat merah dah mula kenyit mata pada pink*

but, in certain parts oke

however, as i said ; i love red eternally!

p/s ; adnin, dont be jealous uh?

insanely crazy

assalamualaikum

current status ; stressed.pressure.tertekan

hidup aku tertekan yg amat sekarang

mcm2 yg menyelubungi aku

aku tertekan dgn study

aku tertekan dgn result monthly test

aku tertekan dgn animasi

aku tertekan with my friendship life

aku tertekan tgk org study bagai nak gila

aku tertekan tgk org pegi tusyen

aku tertekan dgn suasana at home

aku tertekan dgn tekanan yg parents aku bagi

aku tertekan.

aku tertekan.

aku tertekan.

(T.T)

ibarat kate, andai aku nea xkuat iman

dah lama aku terjun bangunan

kata2 yg xpernah terucap

"please stop *mg'provokasikan* me,

im stress enough with all your provocation

seriously, bukan sume org boleh diprovokasikan

what else can i say?, 

just stop give me more and more pressure

i dont need your appreciation and respect

i just need your encouragement and support

 that's all i need."

*I'm not the type
to get my heart broken  

I'm not the type 
to get upset and cry*

my heart was fragile.broke.
just like glasses falling on the rock

.disintegrated.

ouwh God that almighty

give peace to me

show me Your way to the truth-ness

take away the anxiety

strengthened my heart to stay alive

You the only one i've got

to seek the forgiveness.

  im only a poor creature.

(T.T) 

p/s ; ahad 21/03 result

haru biru.

assalamualaikum

still in holiday ; mood

*atau berfoya2*

back to the history

*just a few days*

11/03

at the time,

i cant describe what was

my feelin.

either exited or fear

*fullstop*

current mood ; haru haru

tatau kenapa aku rasekan hidup aku

haru biru mcm lagu haru haru *bigbang*

rase macam hidup xde arah tuju

diriku terasa jauh

kenapa? mengapa? haruskah?

entah, aku rasekn mase ku

disia-siakn.
kenapa aku mcm nea?
im not really i am.
sad, happy, tired, fear, blur, exhausted
all of 'em mixed up
makes my mind hazey.
cant think rationally
i dig up in my heart
*where is the old me*
yeah. people always change to be more perfect
but i'm imperfect
ouw God that almighty
please blessin' me
guide me to the truth-ness
send me your love.

the main question ;

*what was happened to me?*

p/s ; love my sis!

reporter of MMP

assalamualaikum

status ; pening! 

*exam punye psl*

setelah lame xmenjenguk website sekolah

*tegarkan? HAHA*

akhirnya aku jenguk..HAHA*

*xde la lama sgt.2mggu je*

yer. website MMP mmg selalu di-update dgn berita2 hangat dn terkini

sungguh mantop sekali beritanya!

*kalu suruh aku buat. compem xjdi*

so, jgn pndang rendah kat

unit reporter & photography

they make a HUGE success.

tanpa mereka xde org nk tulis berita tau

nk harap kn sep2 website, multimedia or aplikasi

yang buta tentang pemberitaan nea,

hancus la website itu..kahs3

i praise them a lot a lot ;

nab.im.mas.ten

without u all, website tuh xbergerak

*puji yg serius* HAHA

mexs2 sekalian cari2 lah junior2 mu yg berbakat

dalam bidang ini.

agar tedak kepupusan spesies. HAHA*

utk berita terkini tentang MMP, layari ;

www.maahadmuhammadi.com

and again, well done gurls!
*sincerely*

"majulah unit reporter and photography utk team IT
dan majulah team IT utk MMP"


i looikee!

p/s ; can i excuse the monthly test?

can i?

wow!

assalamualaikum

  

today is all about

fantastic.fabulous.friendship.fun

the best sport's day ever!

team IT booth, 

sume brg habis dijual tnpa lelongan

kecuali..*ermm*

 ua.byqie.denin.wida.ama'.emy.ten.dayah

amna.pina.sarah.kak zakiah

mekaseh kerana menjadikan

penjualan hari dgn begitu jayanya!

tapi kan, aku xrase macam hari sukan jer tdi

rase macam hari perkelahan kteorg yang amat busy

roti john

mihun tomyam

pizza

mushroom soup

roti sosej goreng

ayam kentucky

hamlet

float

dadih

oreo blend

roselle

orange

laici

 puding

semua nya habis dijual

i loikee!

no more day like today!

i'll miss it damn much!

p/s ; gamba kat fb..:D

kak uha

assalamualaikum

 

 aih..*sigh*

rasa xterlambat lagi nk wish

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS

o1/o3/1991

Nur Nasuha Zahran

may god bless you,

love u sis!

:D

 

p/s : sorry lmbat wish!

booth team IT

assalamualaikum

status for today ;

*kubey and messy*

hari khamis nea,

akan berlangsungnya pesko MMP,

so, team IT akan bukak gerai

kami alu2kan kedatangan anda ke gerai kami

macam2 ade *just like astro*

menu tuh, tanak list, panjang punye!

nanti tgk sndri, *baru suspend*

okep, gerai punyer psl

fikiran ku serabut memikirkan hal itu

kerana pakar dalam hal2 macam nea *berniaga*

yakni byqie, sakit kaki

aih, so aku kne la amek alih

*ingtkn ade assistent*

kelam punye la kabut tp, cool

to byqie ; get well soon oke.

*ngatik byk2 bia sia cpt*

saya suke ayat ini ;

"jam saya dah ade battery, 'awak' top up doh ko?"

wow!

p/s : sesi pertikaman lidah yg kejam..HAHA*