i burst into tears yesterday

~assalamualaikum~

bkn aku xingt nk tulis bnde semalam
tp aku buat2 xingt utk mghilangkn ingtn aku dri kejadian smalam
i burst into tears yesterday,
no one know,
and now~
i want to tell public
that i cried yesterday
T~T

here's story...

pagi2 lagi aku smpai kat sekolah
agk terkejut aku
cg kimia yg bru awl giler smpai kat klass[smangat tuh]
aku pown masuk la klas
give more attention
cause i had missed it for couple of week
love it chemistry~!!!
then,
tyme for history is coming~
but, suddently
idah : "eh2 sep mu wat kijo sndri ar sbb ckgu azani xdop ai niyh"
me : "erk~!?"
idah : "ho.. nahu xdop gak sbb ust azizi g laen"
me : "erk~!?" [agian]
so, redaksi is waiting for me
hehehe
biar la turn aku xsmpai agh nk g tugas powm
but aku dh xsaba2 nk bertugas
dlm kul 9stengah aku g kat dpn bgnn bru
wah~!!
lame aku xjumpe dgn redaksi member..
miss them so much~!!!
then, aku nmpak cg. azimah
so aku g tgur die~
"hype cg.~!"
erk ternyata wajahnye mnyeramkan
"anop zahran~!!! mu g mane lamo dop napok..ingt xdop doh dlm redaksi....[aku just mmpu snyum] aku dgr mu sbok sapa xdey nk caro ko redaksi...mu ni molep la..key aku buey key... mu jdi gapo dlm redaksi..?"
"erk~ ketua unit photographic"
"ketua~ pah mu wat gapo doh...sapa anok buah dri dop kenal... kalu sbok sgt gap bo la~ aku tukar ore laen~ kalu nk masuk...gapo doh tuh...team? ict? ikot la masuk hop tuh.... nk redaksi.. redaksi...~!"
hnye dapat ku thn linangan air mate~!
tp aku bersyukur..
perbualan aku dgn cg hnye dgn slow motion..
tp kte2 ckgu amat mnyakitkan
aku syg team It
aku syg redaksi
both of them is my life~!
but..
how could cg. want to separate it..
isk3
and aku just kehadapan
pretend like nothing happen~
that's wyh i say
no one know
that i had cried yesterday..
i try my hard to look forward to my day..
but
this pain is just too real~!
why all these thing happen to me..?
it wasn't me~!!!!
i hate this part right here...
someone help me

i burst into tears again tonight
but i promise~
i'm back for redaksi now

REDAKSI vs TEAM IT